My poor husband! I thought he was going to have a panic attack getting ready for his first day of his new job! He started this morning. After 27 years, he closed the door of the building he's been going to for so long yesterday. He said he just sat in the parking lot for awhile - just sort of numb to the fact that so much time, so much familiar surroundings, so much of what he's done his whole life - was over. Its been really rough on him - & understandably so.
He was WIRED last night & couldnt lay down to rest. When I finally got to bed around 11:00 - he was still struggling to go to sleep. Then I hear him up & moving around at 4:00 AM this morning. He probably didnt get any sleep at all.
When he left this morning, I told him to play nice & make new friends. He wasnt in the mood for light heartedness this morning! So hopefully, he's doing well today. He's been there a few hours this morning & I havent had any phone calls with him freaking out - so I'm praying things are going well for him. New beginnings....they can tear you up!